We're all mad here: art behind mental hospital walls by Karina Abdusalamova

 

Donceles Street, Mexico City’s historic center. Carved faces gaze at passersby from the façade of a 17th-century building with tall, square doors. These faces — to meet their eyes, one must lift their head — are hauntingly peculiar. Arched eyebrows, high foreheads, downward-sloping features, expressions laden with fear, mouths twisted in silent screams. These faces, distorted by emotional turmoil and deformed to the point of alienness, were carved by José Sáyago, a carpenter who founded Mexico City’s first psychiatric facility for women — the Hospital del Divino Salvador, also known as the Hospital para Mujeres Dementes (literally translated, the Hospital for Insane Women).

 

As Michel Foucault argues in The History of Madness, psychiatric knowledge, far from being neutral, has always been intertwined with power structures. The asylum functions as an institution where madness is observed, categorized, and treated according to the prevailing medical and moral judgments of the time. During the Age of Reason, anyone whose behavior deviated from the norm was locked away from society, as though mental illness were contagious. Insanity became the new leprosy. Unreasonable, chaotic, delirious behavior was to be controlled by authority, molded into moral uniformity, reduced to silence. The segregation of otherness fueled fictions about the mysterious nature of madness, viewing it as divine possession or a sign of genius, rather than understanding mental illness as part of the human experience. Has this situation changed today, when society seems so eager to discuss mental health issues, or is the ‘science’ of madness still merely a social construct used to legitimize the authority of institutions over the bodies and minds of individuals?

 

In her project Irgendwie aus dem Kopf (Somehow out of My Mind), the artist Aleksandra explores the myth of the ‘tortured genius,’ examining the connection between creativity and mental illness. She collaborated with patients from a German psychiatric hospital, inviting them to ‘diagnose’ her artworks by giving them titles, adding brief descriptions, and determining the orientation in which they were to be hung. This collaborative process opens a discussion about the boundaries of creation. As poet Tilghman Goldsborough writes in the introduction to the project’s catalog, ‘before the intervention of the patients, the drawings existed, but as unoriented objects in space, like a hammer or a rock.’ Once linked to the ‘movements of the soul,’ these objects become layered with new meanings and visions, shaped by patients, whose diagnoses are the only information available about them.

Red, blue, black, and occasionally yellow or purple—Aleksandra’s abstractions are created using basic colored pencils to accentuate their raw, primal geometry. Forms evoking arches, portals, broken gates, and doors that resemble guillotines merge into vortexes and voids; colliding mountains or mouths; stings, strings, blood vessels, lagoons, sailing ships, bleeding stones, armpits, antennas, icicles, and robotic scorpions—electric currents pulse through the pieces she creates. Movement is constantly present, electrified with tension that seems about to burst—the drawings capture the very last moment before the collapse.

Aleksandra herself was a patient at the mental institution while conducting her artistic research. The drawings resulted from a three-month confinement that prompted her to question clichés about the nature of mental illness. By collaborating with other patients, who, like her, were defined by their diagnoses within the psychiatric facility’s walls, she could at least partially escape from the painful processes occurring inside her mind and view them from unconventional perspectives that did not pretend to be objective or knowledgeable. The descriptions often channel not what is depicted in the drawings but what emanates from them: the artworks are seen through the emotional states projected by the collaborators.

Art and mental health have long been interwound through the overused image of the struggling artist, whose sensitivity is seen as the source of both their creative genius and psychological unrest. From Van Gogh’s severed ear to Munch’s The Scream and Schiele’s anxiety-ridden portraits, modernism embraced madness by romanticizing it, while contemporary art, driven by market tendencies, has commodified it. Whether it’s the psychedelic Disneyland of Yayoi Kusama’s polka dots or the ADHD ambiance of Tracey Emin’s bedroom, to be successful artwork must package mental illness in a marketable form: bold, eye-catching, ironic, provocative, but always within the limits of the neoliberal agenda. 

 

In contrast to Foucault’s ‘disciplinary society,’ which functions through external repression, philosopher Byung-Chul Han coined the term ‘achievement society’ to describe new mechanisms of power that operate through self-regulation. Individuals are now encouraged to become ‘entrepreneurs of themselves,’ internalizing expectations to constantly optimize their performance. ‘In the achievement society, everyone carries their own labor camp within themselves,’ writes Byung-Chul Han in Psychopolitics: Neoliberalism and New Technologies of Power. 

 

The self-exploitation framework of late capitalism fosters a culture of burnout, creating fertile ground for mental health conditions marketed as individual responsibilities, obscuring the structural issues that fuel the global horrorscape. Even more sinisterly, it turns mental health into yet another consumer good. Once diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADHD, or borderline disorder—you name it—patients are then prescribed medications that often exacerbate their conditions, trapping them in a cycle of addiction while boosting the pharmaceutical sector’s profits. Benzodiazepines, or benzos, are among the most harmful of these drugs, due to overprescription and lack of dosage control. 

 

Floor Plan, another of Aleksandra’s projects, explores the psychiatric institution through the mental states she experienced during benzodiazepine withdrawal. The series of 80 drawings is organized into seven ‘rooms’: Confinement, Noises, Perceptions, Creatures, Feelings, Body, and Hopes—each depicting different stages of her detoxification journey, blending hallucinations, intrusive thoughts, paranoia, and the feeling of a complete loss of control over her mind and body. The artist describes it as ‘the scariest thing I’ve ever experienced in my life—like a bad drug trip, but instead of lasting 24 hours, it went on for two weeks.’

The first room explores the dynamics of enclosure, mimicking various spatial structures—both natural and architectural—that reveal systemic dysfunction and delimit the boundary between inside and out: broken spider webs, labyrinths ending in countless dead ends, walls, fences, and borders that seem impossible to overcome. In the second room, the viewer is confronted by the overwhelmingly resonant textures that emanate from the drawings, fragmenting the image into sound. Cracking, grinding, and gnashing noises are jumbled and tangled together, stumbling over one another, colliding with and penetrating both each other’s and the viewer’s sensory perception with chaotic, uncontrollable movements. Aleksandra’s abstract objects/creatures are simultaneously schemes and lifeforms—structured and visceral, organic and inorganic—they present feelings embedded in the architecture of a glitching machine.

The artist’s background in engineering, her first field of study before transitioning to art, is reflected in the hybrid realm of carnivorous geometries that ferociously interact with one another in mechanical ritual dances of death and resurrection. Spaces metamorphose into creatures that haunt her with threatening premonitions of disasters from the past and the future. The titles the artist gives to her works—riddles of her disturbed psychological states—blur the boundary between the pictorial and the written, entering a twilight zone of semiotics, paradoxically abstract yet precise in their physicality: ‘Self-Portrait with an Open Brain,’ ‘Headache,’ ‘A Living Scar,’ and ‘Skin Restlessness.’ In the final room, the gloomy emotional atmosphere begins to shift: the patterns become more harmonious, no longer emitting the electric frequencies of anxiety and panic attack glitches. Instead, they transition into the smooth calmness of repaired machinery. But is this truly a happy ending?

 

The subsequent series, Landschaften der Grausamkeit (Landscapes of Cruelty), was created by Aleksandra shortly after her release from the hospital. In these chronicles of her first weeks outside the mental institution, she captures the overwhelming confusion and disorientation caused by surroundings that seemed alien and unreal. The desolate abstract landscapes, rendered in a palette of dark red, blue, and gray, depict obscure transitional spaces that at times resemble cells under a microscope, and at others uninhabitable constructions with sharp, penetrating asymmetry—evoking dystopian sceneries from Lovecraftian weird tales. The oppressive architecture of these liminal non-places reflects the artist’s desperate sense of not fitting into a world of normativity, where everything is measured and standardized in terms of productivity, while creativity and genuine emotional expression are regarded as secondary or unnecessary. 

 

But are the people who conform to these standards actually sane? Aleksandra’s pathological landscapes vividly capture the collective burnout and depression in a society where ‘even the soul becomes a subject of optimization.’ Who sets the norm in a world where everyone seems to be mentally unwell?

Karina Abdusalamova

Guinea Pigs Also Bite
Exhibition by Aleksandra Daumenlutscher Berlin 13.09.2023
The infinite possibilities offered by the line are well understood when one speaks of perception. What our eyes and minds are able to put together with minimal information fascinates us and has been the subject of great study both in the arts and sciences. It is the first mark we all make as children when putting tool to paper and it is the shape that has allowed societies to develop languages and symbols. The line helps us describe spaces, landscapes, shapes, and objects. It connects point A to B and allows us to continue to C and then D –or back to A– and anywhere else we desire.
But can it express feelings? Can the line allow us to read memory and experience? Not by what it is
able to describe, but by the very nuances and formal characteristics of the line itself? The arts
have a history of exploring this practice and we must find the balance between what information we can infer by the line and our need for pure aesthetics. While the line is simple in its most basic form, it is infinitely complex through its possibilities.
In Guinea Pigs Also Bite, Berlin based artist Aleksandra presents a body of work years in the making in which the line describes events, moods, memories, and yes, spaces and objects specific to a life lived. A combination of art therapy and an innate and inescapable skill and need for mark making, her drawings are storytellers of phases in her life. Unplanned and unrepeated, with reds, blacks, blues, and yellows, they serve as both instruments of release and as record-keepers of the bizarre, the dark, the sad, and the uncanny but humorous moments of Aleksandra’s somewhat recent history.Meticulously divided by year and experience, her drawings are grouped by specific moments and brilliantly titled to give only hints of what may lie behind them. Although, readers, beware of sarcasm and wit. Every drawing has a specific memory linked to it and the mark making and color choices imply a state of mind. The timeline presented begins with the death of a close family member, travels through different cities and countries, rests in moments of mental health crisis, advances through moments of mania, pet losses, and retells her relationships with strangers and lovers. In Guinea Pigs Also Bite, Aleksandra allows us to be privy to a personal journey through the intimate experience of her line making while keeping a safe distance, one that surely must be respected. While the amount of work is vast, it is in looking at every single work individually that we can truly appreciate that Aleksandra does not take the line for granted. The works may be grouped by experiences and moments, but every single work stands on its own as a record of, not only the specific states of  mind she was in at any given time, but the aesthetic choices made –not because of mark making exploration, but rather out of her need to mark-make.

“Art should be observed from fresh perspective.  In order to provide a fresh view on my drawings I decided to look for a crazy genius. I asked patients of a mental institution to diagnose my drawings by defining their titles and hanging orientation.”

Irgendwie aus dem Kopf is a collaboration between an artist [she who made the drawings] & patients of a mental institution [who decided how the work ‘is seen’
(thru naming and orienting)]. This collaboration knowingly plays with the idea of the ‘tortured genius’, a layman’s link between creative genius & mental illness [a cultural trope nowbacked up by science].Here, though, one can’t really create a clean line between where creation “begins”and “ends”. If there is a tortured genius present, who is it actually?

Is it she who drew, or the individual patients who took these found objects and gave them meaning? Was what they saw/interpreted already presentin the work, or was it a fabrication of their own? The answers remain unknown, as it can be argued that Irgendwie aus dem Kopf (as a whole) and the (individual) drawings weren’t ‘completed’ until a patient named it & oriented it: what the viewer sees/interacts with is what came out of the head of the patient concerning that drawing. 

Before the intervention of the patients, the drawings existed, but as unoriented objects in space, like a hammer or a rock. It wasn’t until another consciousness ‘bestowed meaning’ upon them, connected these external objects to the ‘movements of the soul’, the interior world thru which we all experience The (exterior) World, in which some are ‘trapped’ (in the form of the disorders affecting the collaborators) that the drawings came into their current identities.

 For example: in the drawing Der Schnitt, there are red and black forms with a blank white space in between. The individual who named and oriented it (diagnosis: borderline, depression) saw in it ‘a gaping cut which reveals what lies underneath’, with the black ‘frame’ representing oppressive fear, and the blank middle ‘nothingness’. The emotional content of this individual’s interpretation of these (essentially) abstract forms gets at the heart of the collaboration, and the questions raised by it. 

Though in times past, the conditions these patients are diagnosed with used to signify a kind of freedom (another way of seeing/connecting things, ideas) to be taken (at least somewhat) seriously, they are now seen as ‘less-than’: rather than a freedom in perception, it’s a kind of ‘false’ perception, not to be trusted, to be disavowed. But, here, this mode of perception is consciously placed as the correct one.The connections the patients have made (what they see in the drawing) are an intervention between the artist as-such, the work as-such (form, line, color on the page), and the viewer. 

Through this intervention of the individual patient’s interpretation of the image, the viewer now sees it as they did, taking on (in a way) the subjective position of the patient (or, at least, seeing the image thru their eyes before seeing it thru their own); thereby raising another question: if I see as they see, then who is ‘mad’ and who is ‘sane’? The presentation of Irgendwie aus dem Kopf ‘breaks the 4th wall’ (separating us from) of the abstract/undefined, romanticized ‘madness’ which tortures geniuses by (anonymously) cataloguing the patient’s diagnoses and placing them next to the decisions (that the viewer is told) they’ve made about the drawing; in doing so, it shifts the ‘way of seeing’ the drawings [as opposed to viewing them ‘au naturale’ (meaning: without this intervention, or only with the ‘normal’ intervention of the artist herself {in which she decided the orientation and titles, which someone at some point has to decide})].

 Most importantly in Irgendwie aus dem Kopf, with background information about the concept of the interventions, the viewer never actually views the drawings as-such: rather one is making connections between what they see, the intervention of the patients (which can include an embedded formal analysis as in Der Schnitt), and knowledge of the patient’s diagnoses; all combining to the ‘final movement’ of the collaboration: making the viewer consider the relation to their own perception.

In Mexican Spanish the word “güero” refers to a white person. It’s often used towards foreigners, and in this instance I’ve noticed it may also carry an extra meaning: someone naive who doesn’t know much about life in Mexico. Güeros get pickpocketed at rush hour in the metro because they choose the most crowded wagon; güeros get food poisoning from eating at the wrong taco stand; güeros overpay for fruits at the San Juan market.

My friend Sasha is a güera in every sense of the word. She is a blue-eyed blond who once bought a blanket from street vendors just so they would leave her alone. I met her at an art party in Mexico City about three years ago: a common friend introduced us, saying “This is Aleksandra, she speaks Russian too!”

Besides Russian, Sasha also speaks English, Spanish, German, French and Polish — her native tongue. Her Eastern-European origins, or rather the stereotypes they represent, inspired her piece Niña de Polonia or ‘Polish girl’:

I made this project because I felt misplaced in Mexico. I would feel a gap between what I know or feel about myself and what would be added as an extension because of my origin.

Feeling confronted by a different perception of her appearance, Sasha started interviewing people on the streets of Mexico City, asking what the word güero meant for them. As a result of her personal investigation she made Niña de Polonia: a metal tin with a drawing of a blond beauty depicted on the lid  — a parody of cheap popular all-purpose ointments sold in the Mexico City metro. Her magic cream promised to improve your luck, but the small-print warned that it might also give you depression, alcoholism and suicide as side effects.
 

Although this is me in the picture, Niña de Polonia is a phantom, a shell, an empty object, a projection you get from other people. As you see, the tin is empty — Niña de Polonia is a perfect container, which looks good, but you can put anything inside of it. I don’t really like this project anymore, but it had something to do with the idea of taking the face of somebody else.

“People aren’t what they seem but we should respect appearances,” says the wife of the protagonist in The Face of Another, a Japanese new-wave film from the 60’s that Sasha often refers to when we talk about looks. The main character’s face gets disfigured in a work accident so he has to wear bandages that make him look like a living mummy —until the day his doctor makes him a tempting offer to give him another man’s face. The face promises a new life, but there is small-print: it might set him free by granting him absolute anonymity, but it might also imprison him in loneliness, since he will have to keep his real face a secret. The doctor is also concerned that the flesh mask will dominate his patient, modifying his personality: “Masks could utterly destroy all human morality. Name, position, occupation…all such labels wouldn’t matter anymore. Everyone would be strangers to each other.”

Masks don’t only hide what we don’t want to reveal; they also expose what we want others to see in us. Can a uniform be a mask?

November 2016, Mexico City. Two armed men on a motorcycle attacked Sasha from behind, hitting her with a gun. As soon as the faceless men in helmets left, faceless men in uniform arrived. Police didn’t do much: they talked to her briefly and then left while the robbers were cruising around them with Sasha’s bag in their hands. From that night she remembers dark helmets, dark uniforms and a jumble of numbers and letters she glimpsed from the receding motorcycle.

The next time I met the police was in an OXXO [a corner store], maybe a month later. They started hitting on me, asking what I was doing here, if I was having a lot of fun in Mexico. I was really pissed off. I answered that I wasn’t having any fun and they told me that I should get a policeman boyfriend so he could protect me, and then I wouldn’t get robbed anymore. I found these double standards worth exploring. Sometimes I feel that if a project would make me feel uncomfortable, it is exactly what I need to do — to go against myself. I didn’t want to talk to policemen or meet them, so I did it.

Helmets as a guarantee of  anonymity, uniforms as guarantee of impunity. “Looking For a Hero” is another personal project Sasha made in order to work through the trauma from the robbery and help herself cope with it. She talked to five policemen, asking them what animal they identified themselves with, how they saw themselves and how they saw her. Based on their answers, Sasha made five objects she could carry with her like talismans to protect herself from evil. The policemen morphed into a dog, a chicken, a snake, a fish and a bat.

The artworks were small plastic containers filled with tiny objects: a figurine of the animal they identified themselves with and accessories based on their values  —one of them was driven by money, another by witchcraft, another by the Catholic church. Of course it was how they presented themselves. What they told me was what they wanted to tell me. I also got dick pics from some of them — the chicken and the fish.

This piece was another güera-move —one that cost Sasha her art studies in Mexico City. To get kicked out of an art school, especially after five years of cybernetic engineering she studied in France, is extremely punk rock. When I ask Sasha about her inspiration she talks about Norbert Wiener’s Cybernetics, Banach spaces and mathematical paradoxes:

What interests me is that you have a universe which follows its own rules that you can define. I feel this way about my art. It’s not that I’m talking about some equations and drawing them. I’m not inspired by the equations. I’m inspired by the idea that you can immerse yourself in this universe and create a mental space that would be real and unreal at the same time.

My favorite artwork by Sasha is called “Irgendwie aus dem Kopf” (Somehow Out of the  Head). It’s also a collaborative project: she showed abstract drawings she had made to the patients of a mental facility and asked them to give them titles and descriptions. To observe art from a different perspective, Sasha invites us to look for a crazy genius not in the artist but in the spectator: “If there is a tortured genius present, who is it actually? Is it she who drew, or the individual patients who took these found objects and gave them meaning? Was what they saw/interpreted already present in the work, or was it a fabrication of their own?”

It was more of a social experiment because I couldn’t control the process, and the results depended on other people. I also was a patient in this institution. During my stay, I was drawing a lot, but I didn’t know what to do with those drawings — it was a very intuitive and emotional type of art. I was looking for some answers that I couldn’t answer by myself because of my sickness. So I decided to ask other people to help me with this. I wanted to connect with them, remember them, explore and get feedback on my art. There is a mental health stigma, but there is also a belief that mental health patients are artistic, creative or have some special gifts. I wanted to confront this idea because it could be so, but it doesn’t have to be. Creativity is not related to mental issues.

A mental health facility is also a separate universe that follows its own rules. As Sasha noticed, meeting somebody in a mental health institution is very different from getting to know them in other circumstances, because nobody tries to hide anything by playing social games. The masks are off.

Some patients were really into it: they were giving titles to the paintings or explaining to me the meaning. There was one guy who called the painting drawing with strings. Another patient wrote a whole text about the drawing. She described a wound that was covered by flesh, but there was still a wound inside. I think she wasn’t talking so much about the drawing, but about herself.

Before she left Mexico, Sasha gave me a tin of Niña de Polonia as a gift. Her face stares at me indifferently from the lid, the beautiful face of my dear friend, with an expression that conveys complete detachment from reality. At first I wanted to fill it in, but soon I realized that Niña de Polonia didn’t need any filling. It exists as a thing-in-itself, as a promise of better luck, a better life, a better face —a promise I don’t want to be fulfilled since I remember what’s written on the small-print.

Could having a face be such an important requirement? Was being seen the cost of the right to see?